~Taylor-chan

Why 95% of the people I talk to online think I'm a guy at first? o.o Just a random thought. They say it's because of the name "Taylor", but don't I rant enough about Riku that shows I'm a girl? o.0 I guess I need to do it more.

Besides that, I need to start becoming more active on Deviantart. o.o And I have a question since I'm a noob. x: How do you link other people's Deviantarts? Been wondering that for a while now. o.o

And Mitsu, when you read this: RIKU IS MINE. NOT SORA'S. MINE. EM EYE EN EE. And that's about it. Just showing people I'm still alive. o:

Update: I edited some parts of the lyrics, I added someone else who the song may be referring to, and I added what Sora's lines backward sounds like their saying.

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Before I post the link, I must say, WOW. I was just looking up random KH videos and I happen to come across this one. I listened to it and I said "Cool." Then I read the description. Some of those lines really do sound like what's in the description. I'll post the lyrics and edit what I think doesn't sound right.

I need more affection than you know
Yeah, I was him
So, and now, turn it down
Why?
He was Ansem, he was Ansem
I need more affection than you know
Wasn't it easy?
Yeah, I was him
We all three grew ~To me it sounds like "The island, the three grew"~
I hear I was Ansem, I hear I was Ansem
I need more affection than you know
And now you shall sleep
Yeah, it was real, and I never knew it ~I hear "Yeah it was real" but not "And I never knew it~
(close it)
Yeah, I was alseep, and now ~Don't hear it~
In terrible sleep, he finally listens ~Don't hear it~
I hate emotion
I need true emotions
I need more affection than you know
I need true emotions
I will not destroy them ~Sounds like "Why would I destroy 'em?" to me~
So many ups and downs
He was Ansem, he was Ansem
I need more affection than you know
Wasn't it easy?
Yeah, I was him
We all three grew ~To me sounds like "The island, the three grew"~
I hear I was Ansem, I hear I was Ansem
I need more affection than you know
And now you shall sleep
Yeah, it was real, and I never knew it ~I hear "Yeah it was real" but not "And I never knew it~
(closing hurry)
Even we still laugh, we shall be back
He was Ansem, he was Ansem ~Anyone else find it creepy Ansem shows up here?~
I need more affection than you know
(Wasn't it easy?) ~I added this~
Yeah, and I was him
We all three grew ~To me sounds like "The island, the three grew"~
I hear I was Ansem, I hear I was Ansem
I need more affection than you know
(Now you shall sleep) ~I added this~
Yeah, it was real, and I never knew it ~I hear "Yeah it was real" but not "And I never knew it~
I need more affection than you know

*END*

Tell me what you guys hear in the song, because I want to see if it actually IS Kingdom Hearts II related, and if it is, I want to try to see who's eyes the song is singing through. Right now my guess is Xehanort / Xemnas.

Xehanort because of "I hear I was Ansem".

Xemnas because of "I need more affection than you know, I need true emotions." And also because of "I hate emotion". I think that part is Xemnas because of what he says in part of the final battle. "Perhaps it doesn't pay to be too loyal to one's heart. I'll be sure to remember that."

Edit: It could be referring to Riku, too. Because of "I hear I was Ansem", "Yeah I was him". People think playing it regularly is Sora's part, but in reverse (Like Reverse Rebirth) is Riku's part.

But to guess further I need people to tell me what they hear, so without further ado~!! The link!

[link]

Edit: Woah. When Sora says "Yours and mine" backwards, it sounds like "Naminé sorry" and "I want to line the pieces up" backwards sounds like "I was asleep but I went away".

No, no, no, no, and NO! Riku x Sora fans might not want to read this, because I'm gonna kill your joy. D:

Riku is not, or ever will be gay. END OF STORY. It's obvious that Sora ends up with Kairi. RIKU'S MINE! YOU HEAR!? MIIINE! *Foams in mouth*

Hanako: Excuse her for a few minutes. I'll finish this journal until she's done. I do understand what Taylor is getting at though. Riku does not like Sora that way. They're just CLOSE FRIENDS, NOTHING MORE! And even more then, Riku x Sora, I've been seeing even weirder pairings:

Riku x Roxas? NO! Even Riku x Leon! NOT GONNA HAPPEN! EVER!

Taylor : 'Kay I'm calm now. Oh, you typed some stuff for me. o.o

Hanako : You were going psycho, someone had to type the journal. >_>

Taylor : Eheheh... whoops. Anyway, I'll update more about how much I hate people pairing Riku with guys. It's 1 A.M. and I have to wake up at 8 for school tomorrow. >.> <.<

Hanako : Get some sleep. And also, once more: RIKU IS NOT, OR EVER WILL BE WITH SORA. It's so obvious that Sora and Kairi get together, NOT RIKU AND SORA. So back off you crazy fan girls. D: RIKU'S MINE.

Taylor : ;_;

Hanako : Fine I'll share him with you, too. D:

Riku : When did I become something to share?

Taylor : Just now. We <3 yew.

Anyway, seriously, 1 A.M., time for sleep so I can do good in school tomorrow. >_o

Yup, I'm happy, I FINALLY GOT CHAPTER ONE UP One down, now... there's...waitasec... I SHALL NOT TELL HOW MANY CHAPTERS BECAUSE I'M MEAN LIKE THAT! >:3~ But yeah, I'm glad I finally got it up~ My arm hurts from typing now >_o But as you can tell by the journal title, I still have two more things to go on about! My big list of to do's (Which probably won't be all that big when I list it out.) and because people want to know why I quit AeRO >.> (A Ragnarok Online private server) Yes, I did play one of those things. You know why? I didn't wanna bug my parents for money to pay for the actual one. D:

Okay, let's start with the list of to do's~!!

Help Angel (Sister) think of a plotline for her Kingdom Hearts Ragnarok Online cross over comic

Turn Bill Poster On FlyFF

At least get level 100 on FlyFF

Level more on Trickster

Get to level 60 on World of Warcraft

Do good in school (Can that count as a to do? o.0)

Play Dance Dance Revolution (Been wanting to play it again for a long time D

Work more on fanfic

This list may be changed as things are completed.

Wow. o.o That's less than I thought it would be. I think I was getting more at the time all that stuff would take to complete. o.o Which... could take a while. >.> Now time for why I quit AeRO O: I should stop typing though. My arm is starting to hurt. >_o Oh well, it can last a few more minu-- *Arm pops off*

...That can be fixed. I think. o_o CAN SOMEONE TOSS SOME DUCT TAPE OVER HERE? *Gets duct tape* Thankyew. *Tapes arm back on* That should do for a bit Now:

I quit AeRO because I'm just tired of Kinko not caring for it. ALL YOU PEOPLE KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT! He doesn't care about any bugs, rule breakers, he doesn't even care that people aren't getting banned for botting, duplicating, etc. He also doesn't know what the heck is going on in any of the servers. WHAT KIND OF ADMIN DOESN'T KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING IN HIS OWN SERVERS!?

I mean c'mon, one server I can understand. BUT ALL OF THEM!? And then, he closes down Sakamesh. WHY did he close it. Because he kept ordering for everything on Sakamesh to be wiped EXCEPT FOR A FULL WIPE. Sakamesh had no population because Kinko REFUSED to do what was best for the server.

What gets me even more ticked off is he replaced it with this PvP server. It was fine at first. I figured that he probably had a reason for doing it, and I would try it out. You can get to the max level in a day. No kidding. Everything is unbalanced there and Sakamesh was better than that crud. >.>

*Trying to keep journal PG friendly*

I also left because there was only one GM who would close topics on the forums and ban people. That GM was Xuande (God bless you sir. ) After he left, AeRO pretty much got over run with botters, cheaters, etc and no one gave a fu...fruit. Yes, no one gave a fruit.

I could keep going on and on about how some GMs are corrupt *Cough ATHLAN AND PTIT cough*, what should be done so AeRO gets it's original population, and etc. But the duct tape on my arm's about to break. I'll include that in my next journal.

I hope you all enjoyed my rant. Ciao (Bye)!

Really! The fanfic is all done! All I gotta do is type it onto here now! X3

I dunno why, but I'm excited to put it here. o.o Should be up sometime tomorrow, don't expect it real early though, I've been staying up late for the last few days o.o Think I'm starting to become an isomniac. o_o Edit: Okay I lied. It's taking longer than I thought to type it + I'm making some minor changes. >_>

On another note, Taylor wants friends on MMOs, so she shall give out her char names, servers, and other random junk for MMOs!

World of Warcraft ~ Eredar
Name ~ Race ~ Job ~ Level ~ Guild

Kanna ~ Human ~ Priest ~ 46 ~ The Guardians
Naminé (é done by holding alt and pressing 130 on the number pad) ~ Night Elf ~ Hunter ~ 31 ~ The Guardians

FlyFF ~ Lawolf
Name ~ Job ~ Level ~ Guild

Taylor93 ~ Assist ~ 31 ~ DenizensOfNaught

Trickster (I play on both Pearl and Ruby)
Name ~ Animal ~ Type ~ Job ~ Level

Taylor-chan ~ Sheep ~ Magic Type ~ Librarian ~ 7
Tay-chan ~ Cat ~ Charm Type ~ Model ~ 15

I no longer play AeRO and I could rant why here, but it's a long story. D: Okay maybe not really. I'll put it if people wanna know. o.o